I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall
I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn’t stop me.
I need it still, and yet
I still need you.
I know someday
we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I’ll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.
But now I’m still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be completely.
You are the flower,
I the slender reed.